The one who pretends outwardly to love people, but in reality resents and envies them, is regarded as being among those who commit sin when in seclusion.

To stop sinning, you should: turn to Allah, strive to control yourself, reflect upon the stern warning against sinning, bear in mind that Allah is always watching you, and remember death and imagine if death were to come to you while you are sinning.

When is Du`a wishing for death allowed in Islam? -If fearing a loss of faith and religious commitment. -When seeking martyrdom in the path of Allah. -If longing to meet Allah out of sincere devotion. -Under extreme hardship, but only with the condition of saying: "if it is better for me." -Many Hadiths indicate that it is forbidden to wish for death in all circumstances, and that a long life is better for the believer, for it will allow him to increase his good deeds.